Quiet...very quiet...if I slide the volume control of the laptop just a little to my right, it would be quieter in this 10X10 room with cream painted walls and sardinal blue curtains that speak more when they are hung and not drawn. The table clock that has stopped ticking gives me a stare from behind my computer screen, I'm scared but this white screen shields me from glares that are aiming to target my moments of uselessness. The mirror in front is rarely looked at because it shows someone so full of unnecessary misery to me!!My stare snaps in a fraction of a second, I hate this! CrouchedI am paining the bed more than ever now. It hasn't had much rest since yesterday. Where do I go in this 10X10 cell...did i say cell...well thats what it looks like at night....with the curtains drawn and when every single moment of the day ticks pass and I do nothing!!!
Assumptions are made and surpassed, saturation points reached and passed, all within the confinement! I wake up to the sounds of chaurasiya's flute that took ages to download and now I realize it's time to sleep! Looking forward to tomorrow!!
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Thats the key...looking forward to a new day...and it always gets better! :)
Assumptions...
Ok as i see it the more time you spend with urself the more you tend to give illusions and conspiracy theories a chance and they seem to come with such fool proof logic that denial would be quite an act of naivety and hence you liev with the assumption and hence feel pained and crouched and then want to snap out of it but in the surreal drama and prognosis that you seek you convert your surrounding and not just of your room into a limiting boundry...
Moral of the story: its never as bad as we tell ourselves...
listen to jiske biwi mooti uska bhi bada naam hai and you shall be fine!!!
pricky: i agree completely it's never as bad...never!! ;) thnx!!
Well...sometimes i feel is the anlaysis and over-analysis part so important. Perhaps we all can do a way with it but may be its a part of human pysche...try to get out of that room....or bring some1 in....
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